soo preston broke up with me last night at one o'clock in the morning! whoo funn funn! oh well we both knew it had to happen sooner or later...since you know we are both leaving for camp this summer and we wont be able to see each other for two months, and ALOT can happen in two months...ESPECIALLY if you cant see the person for that long.....ACTURALLY this way might be better for us b/c now we can be friends instead of like hating each other or something....
If you read this, Even if I don't speak to you often, You must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, Just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
ok so i just got back from the mall! and i got a new swim suit!! its really cute! its roxy and its like pink and green and white thick stripes with little purple and yellow and light pink little stirpes and they kinda alternate randomly! but its really cute so i like it! lol and it definately fits ALOT better than my old one! and i also got a black and a brown pair of flip flops from old navy! and i also got preston a birthday present! i got him a football and a UT shirt and a Texas Rangers shirt! so i think he will like it...but i dont know if the shirts will fit him or not...i kinda had to guess on the size lol but oh well im pretty sure they will fit! k, well im done. lol so i'll update again tomorrow and tell yall what preston thought of his present!
aww how cute is this?? i love you guys! i dont know what i would do if i didnt have such great friends! yall are awesome!
Have you everwondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishingyou had? I guess the most importantthings are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid totellsomeone you lovethem. If you do, they might breakyour heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you everdecided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.Youcan't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own....when you leastsuspect it, or even when you don't want it to.Have you ever wantedto lovesomeone with everything you had, but that other person was tooafraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?Wetell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.Butevery time we tell a lie, the thing we feargrows stronger. Life is all aboutrisks and it requiresyou to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they wouldhave done, or could have had.* What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye?*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?*What would you do if your best friend diedtomorrow and younever got to tell them how you felt?(even if it is that you don't care anymore)*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn'thave them? *What would you do if you never got the chanceto say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die. And I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow , you would be in my heart!!! Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I care about you, you will send this back. You might be best friends one year, pretty good friendsthe next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a differencein my life,look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you if you consider them a friend as well. Let old friends know you haven't forgottenthem, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mailand take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about youand .. always will.. I LOVE YOU!!!! Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let them know that you care..
If you got this email, it means that the person who sent it to you loves youand always will, no matter what.
In order to form , l a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss.
Statement of Love: The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck I want you
4. Kiss on the lips I love you
5. Kiss on the ears I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes kiss me
8. Playing with your hair I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist I love you to much to let you go
Article2: The Three Steps
1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3. Guys &Girls Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.
Article 3: The Commandments
1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
* Remember * A peach is a peach A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue. So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!
Here are a few reasons why guys lik e girls:
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"
18. Actually .. just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say "I miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that yo ur own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
yay ok i got my picture to work!! im happy now! and i hope everyone had an awesome easter :-D b/c its almost over! :-( oh well tomorrow is gonna be fun b/c i decided that just b/c its monday its gonna be an awesome day! if i go in w/ a good additude about tomorrow then maybe it acturally WILL be fun! i already know what im wearing which is kinda wierd...but knowing me....tomorrow morning i will probably change about seven times before i agree on something! lol so idk we will see. oh well im gonna go take a shower b/c i havent taken one today. and then im gonna go to sleep! lol ttyl love yah!!! bye!!
PS. everyone comment and tell me what they did for easter!! :-D
yah so today was a crappy day. i have no reason to even have this journal thing anymore. i dont ever update it. and so theres really no point of it. acturally i guess its probably b/c im like never on AIM any more b/c i have to start makeing better grades which means studying supid spanish every night and so that gives me less time of something so i choose to do less AIM b/c that way i can watch tv and "study" at the same time! lol i really hate spanish it sucks major booty and i really wish that all my effort that i put forth was worth it! it really sucks when you try so hard for somethin' and you dont even do that great on it. i studied for like 3 hours for that stupid spanish quiz and i asked my teacher what i made on it today and she said "umm..im not 100% sure but i think you passed with like a 76 or a 74 or something like that"....and you know what really sucks!?!? i thought that i did GOOD on that stupid thing! god why cant i pass this stupid class!!???!! im gonna go get ready to go to my spanish tutor...b/c that kinda helps i guess. but i really dont want to like at ALL. i would so much rather run around the neighborhood like a bazillion times and then take a shower and go to sleep. that would make me feel so much better...i know it sounds crazy but running really does help like relieve stress and anger and sadness and everything! ok well ttyl. bye!